Morning thought

Happy Birthday Mom RIP

Woke up middle of the night with a thought.

As I stay in this hotel, I meet all sorts of folks. The night time tweekers, old married couples, etc

I have so much to say in my head but don’t know where to start. I need a scribe if you know any lol

Children are human beings. They have a brain and we as parents should “guide’ them, not control them into what WE want them to be. If a child shows signs of anger or just something off, take them to a therapist, allow your child to express their own emotions, not what we perceive. That will be my biggest regret in life that I did not take Kelly when I thought something was off when she was a child. But we as humans don’t want the outside world in our homes to see what WE really are. The kid may tell them things I don’t want people to know. Its not about us folks, its about our children and raising them with their own freedom of choice.

We are all brainwashed from childhood about what life is and its expectations. We as parents ruin our children by control. I have studied and read so many books in the past 15 years dealing with Kellys addiction and it all comes to the same conclusion.

I think I’ll just call these rambling ons lol as I really don’t remember where I was going with this.

God I have so much to say to young people. I only wish I had a headstrong friend like myself when I was younger to help me see whats real and whats really worth it in life.

For my life at ExxonMobil and able to retire early, I am forever grateful dear Lord. Than you for following me all these years, it ain’t been easy, comical, but not easy to see. Dear Lord, I beg you please watch over Kelly and guide her to her own peace and love.